Relying on God

It so seems that God has been pushing me to continuously trust and to totally rely on Him. Bible verses, situations, people mentioning it...

So i shall. Besides, i have nothing, absolutely nothing to lose.

i'm a workaholic

Confirmed terminal!

I've just found out that the best ways to draw in spammers is to be an interesting blogger who makes it upfront about your faith and beliefs as you will definitely tread some toes. Soooo... Should i do just that and get SPAMMED (just for the view's sake) or should i back down a bit??? hmm... interesting question... :-p

Anyways, here is some of my random pictures of a semi-typical working day.


The monster awakes!!! :-p


First order of the day: Food.


REAALLLY TASTY. Cheap too.


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All set! :D


On the road...


Something interesting.


Arrival.


Setup.


If only it was so easy to use as the box says... (but that's my job ain't i?)


Da show.


not feeling well... T.T


Job done. Travelling back.


More nice food.


Work done. Falling asleep on the way back...

Worship Central as a lighting guy

@ DUMC. Great talk. Great worship. Great equipment. Bad sound, bad crew-mates. Earache. Dissappointed.

MYF Sunday

Awesome. Glory to God.

Not feeling well

Food poisoning. Agony.

Farnie!!!!

Playing with FATE

A little each day
An addition each week
An accumulation this month
A consuming this week
A addiction for a lifetime

On location and on site
A scandal just waiting to unfold
A score of lives destroyed
Satan's tool to hinder
Steal, kill and destroy

Playing with fate
Rejecting one's destiny in view of a temporal pleasure
An escape from reality
A rejection of plain and simple common sense

Now stuck,
Unable to break free
Unable to utilize your full potential
A sting of guilt
A sting of remorse at the self mutilation made to self and others

Playing with fate
Not knowing when it will take it's toll
Not knowing when it will be when there's no return
Not knowing when it will be a thousand pieces, missing

Oh why do men have to be less than men?
Oh why can't we stand up on our ground and stay UNAFFECTED?
Why do we have to have broken lives and broken homes?
Why do we have to not adhere to the inner conviction that we should never have tried it in the first place?
And why do we have to leave nothing but scars in it's wake?

Playing with fate
Folks, stand your ground
Or there might never be you again
But just,
A ZOMBIE,
Stuck with the wrongful pleasures of life,
Waiting for your eventual DESTRUCTION

Choose now this day
Because i am talking from experience
Because
I am also talking to myself.

Kick me!!!!

Somebody PPPPPLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEEE K-I-C-K me from the back for regressing... i should be progressing.

Haiz. Emo.

Edit: on a similiar note, it's HOT here. Unfortunately not because of hon-hon... It's the heatwave. Haiz.

i'm tired.

sometimes it like it's not worth it. like i strive and slog in vain...

that i might be wrong, just wrong...

i should know better...

wait.

i do.

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

Funny how the best products come under desperate times in desperate situation by desperate people.

I guess it's the desperateness that causes the gem to be coughed out.

GMC MYF Sunday

This notice is for all KL/PJ-ians and for those who happen to drop by/so free can specially come/currently residing in KL or PJ...

My church MYF is having a special MYF sunday this May 17. (it's a rearranged sunday worship service). It's 9am at Grace MC, Sentul (beside Sentul LRT station). Food, songs (many), testimonies, a hot sermon (s'baners n KLians, i take u kno tat who am i implicating???), an a installation of the new MYF committee. My church's MYF will be taking charge of the WHOLE service. All are cordially invited. Do be warned that the church's gonna be packed and we need to confirm food so those who are coming plz confirm via sms/email to me or andrew wong. Thanks. Do spread tis 2 ur church MYF if u r from KL/Selangor district.

Tim

A phone call

A phone call long overdue
A phone call delayed by lack of privacy
A simple 15 minutes needed to fulfil a human need
My human need

Something incomprehensible without hearing the voice
Something that only happens in that private phone call
Something so miraculously healing and restoring
Something so strengthening

I know that that person is sent for a time and a purpose
I know that God's reason for the tragedy is perfect in His timing
So that i can pour my heart out and cry
So that i can find myself in this challenging world

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My feet is hurt... ouch ouch ouch ouch... A cut sustained by a splinter tat refused to close (no blood tho) due to nothing... now it's swollen... Haiz.

Edit: The old Carmen cassette is finally fully restored into digital audio. Cool sounds man!!!

Revive Me, O LORD!!!!!

Inspired from Revive Us, Oh Lord, Carmen, The Champion (copyright 1985)

Lord, here i am;

Turned from Your ways,
Ceased to bear Your name;
Lacking Your power in my prayer,
Lacking Your strength I once knew to face my adversities.


Lord,

i've relied too much on myself,
Trusted too much in the creation of man;
Forgotten Your commands,
Lived an unrighteous lived.


My Saviour and Friend,

Apathethicness and hypocrisy has set in,
I have left my testimony unjustified;
I have became complacent,
And i plead, My Father, to:

Revive Me, Oh LORD!
Revive Me, Oh LORD!
Cleanse me from my impurities
And make me Holy once more
Hear my cry,
And Revive me, once more!!!

It's over.

2 down and 1 to go.

phew.

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I'm starting to have nightmares again... Coupled with the inability to sleep, i'm sooo worn out.

Lonely and frustrated with the desire to (but unable, yet, to) BREAK FREE.

Haiz.

My Lord, My God, My Father and My King,

HELP ME!!!!!!!!