Chronicles of an Insomniac

Waking up night after night
Restless infections
Thinking of many things
Brain is in a whirl



Flip left and right
Unable to focus
Brain's in a mess
Cant remember a damn thing



Time out of sync
Fainting probable
World's crashing for no other reason



Haunted look
Unable to focus
Will somebody please
End this misery



-maybe cause i'm thinking of you.-

Alone

Black dots in a white paper,
Signifying a little change;
Drawing attention,
Perhaps unnecessarily.

Black spots in my memory,
Signifying unremembered traumas;
Drawing weakness,
Perhaps cause unable to take extent of damage.

Black moments in a white lie,
Signifying moments in times where mask is opened out;
The drawn person,
Perhaps best left unseen.



You can be surrounded by people and yet feel so lonely,
Encourage and change the world yet pull oneself into obivilion;
Made the difference and stand in the gap, yet;
Ownself a hypocrite, killing self, softly.

And yet black, signify, and perhaps;
it wont be nice to face the storm, alone.

sometimes life needs moments where u dun give to F***s abt anything. agree?

i'm bored.

I'm tired.

I need more sleep.

I feel lazy.

-I'm burnt out.-

Mhua shopping list!!!!

Me want.... (in order of aquisition urgency)

1. A new handphone. (prefers SE, 5++MP cam dat is very good, good media player, large storage capabilities, other den typical phone stuff. no touch screens. eyeing SE W995/C905.)

2. A new set of multimedia speakers for said handphone to playback my songs in me room... Decent bass, balanced sound, no harshness, excellent definition wanted. NOT willing to pay alot. max RM300.

3. A nice cover, silicon prefered for phone. Hopes it comes free with said phone.

4. A huge song collection to go in phone. in 128kbps mp3 format. (well this might not be bought... =p)

5. Awesome phone themes.

6. A screen protector for said phone.

7. Certain low intensity softwares for a com slotted for upgrade + format.

8. A couple new shorts, pants, undies, and maybe a shirt or two.

9. Purity bracelet. time to get serious about me pledge.

10. A pair of new shoes. Old one's starting to threathen of crumbling.

11. Mayb a set of handsfree +/ battery for old phones.

12. A cool string deco to go with said new phone.

As you can see, i need/want/demand/think of/wish/fantasize/require/obsess a new phone, badly. Sponsors?