Sorry I've not blogged in a while. But believe me when i say if you were to read what i would say in the past few months that i have not blogged, all of you would have gotten fed up of the same old, same old i always post.
and i believe the wait is worth it.
I've had enough of wallowing and being stuck in the same spot. I've had enough of giving in. I'm letting it go and i'm coming back. I'm not gonna give a single damn to whatever whosoever decided to say.
Troubles? what troubles. i. do. not. care.
whoever is saying shit about me, screw you. i trusted you with information that you blew it up and shared with people whom are equal hypocritical bollocks. everyone thinks they know the truth about me, but they do not.
No one has experienced what i have experienced in the past 4 years. no one has to go through the same either. i stand by my principals. no one can change that - even by killing me.
i trust no one, and no one trusts me anymore, anyway. so what the hell, i'm moving on.
if no one wants to have what i stand for and what i have to give, it is fine. if no one, even amongst my closest friends, appreciate me for who i am, i do not care. even if it is my family. i will just move on and leave the things, for better and greater stuff.
i operate life, my way from henceforth. my rules. no more compromises. and no one stands in my way. ever.
the change i've been talking about, starts here and now. and all will know.
i've swallowed enough pride to say i'm bitter. and this pride now allows me to say i've been through it all, and i will come out victorious, in my own right. it will not affect me - i only get better. =)
the new dawn of my life will come. no matter what. and now.
