Part two: Reminisence and guilt.

This is a series of blog postings to get rid of my rusty blogging muscles and also as a run up to... hehehe.

For those who havent read part one, it's below.

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So here we are with part two. hopefully it wont be as crap as part one. It might be, er... very emotional. It deals with my past year.

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Last year has been another one of those ones with a lot of ups and downs.

From a year that ended in UTTER disaster. To one of my best years in my short short life, complete with terrible bummers.

From a year that left me as good as dead. To a year where i found more than just redemption.

From being used, to discovery of things i never realized before.

I lost my dignity. I found a hope. I lost my fire. I found strength. I lost trust. I found redemptive grace. I lost confidence. I found true friends. I lost it all. BUT! I found God... =)

Somehow i just cant stop saying this, but God was just sosososososososososososo awesome throughout the past year. He is faithful. He never, EVER, let's us go.



Which is why he paid so much up there.

I can only imagine What it will be like When I walk By your side I can only imagine What my eyes will see When your face Is before me I can only imagine Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel Will I dance for you Jesus, or in honour of you be still Will I stand in your presence, or to my knees will I fall Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all I can only imagine