Realizations

I realized many a thing of late,

Things forgotten,
Things i should already known;
Of perhaps,
Somethings of my destiny.



Maybe it's so ambigous,

But it was supposed to be what i was doing all along?
Confusion is never a pleasant feeling;
But i was,
Making it all complicated?



Perhaps it's been there all the while,

And i refused to accept it.
Or is it,
Life playing a fool with me?
Or one taking chances to try to simplify things?

So maybe,
There's a sunny side up to life,



And all you gotta do,
Is call it one.

-yet the torment doesnt seem to go. why?-