New look, new me?

Maybe not. For example, the lack of updates to this blog shows

but anyhow, if you guys havent noticed on FB recently, here goes...

(smexy, no? =p)

The mohawk won't stay there all the time (lazy + time), but you get the idea what kinda hair i have now.

The considerations were plentiful. One, i was getting bored of my old hair, and the other, i have a bit of a rash issue near the edges of my hair. Since my dear housemates + friends was thinking of giving me a make over, i went ahead and, viola.

I am now more than halfway through my diploma, and i would be turning 21 next month. Stress is mounting on all fronts, but the same problem still persists almost since i got entered college. and it is getting old...

But you know what? this made a lot of sense to me all of a sudden (caution: explicit words):-

(credits to 9gag. yeah. That addictive site.)

It's not that i get annoyed with the church and all that. I realized all this while, and i hate to admit it, I'm disillusioned. With the church. With my life. Even worse, with my faith.

I guess you can call me a temporary agnostic for now. A far cry from what i was two year ago, i know. I have been through a lot. And that, is that.

(for those wondering, agnostic simply means those who believe in the existence of God but not in any institution/religion/belief)

Whether I'll regain my footing as what i was, or become "normal" again, i do not know. But for now, i go with the flow. And discover.

And much has been discovered. If anything, I'm interested with people who do not put masks on. Honest, blunt people.

But now since i finally realized what has been causing me to hesitate going to church, i might just drop by that certain place to check it out. The experiences last time was real, after all.