Bummer.

Just when all things seem so rosy to me, Satan did have to throw a spanner in the works.

I fell to temptation again. Since i'm too embarrassed to tell the public (side note: my blog exceeded 100 hits!!! yay!!!), i shall just ride in my usual manner - in riddles.

Trouble.

Seeping into my room,
like a vile creature, not wish to be seen,
A little niggling thought to haunt me back into the same haunting, dark place;
A place forbidden by eternity,
Perverting you beyond all sense of recognition,
Degrading you into all unknown forms of paranoid and areas of the gray.

A simple issue it seems,
Easily available, easily understandable,
A common problem so rampant it seems ok;
But in all honesty,
This is the source of the most evil,
It is the sign of human's impending judgment.

A small boy lies crying,
Searching for intimacy and affirmation,
And i fell, taking the wrong route to fulfil;
An unfulfilling drug,
destructive beyond advantage,
Now caught in the bondage, struggling to BREAK FREE.

Broken free, it seems,
But definitely saved by the hurtful piercings of our lords,
But being claimed, unrighteously by the vile one;
A constant battlefield,
with both side seemingly indecisive,
Scarred, where should i turn to?

No.

I shall not give up,
I shall not be discouraged,
I shall not be a wasted cause;
God has Amazing Grace,
I have His Spirit in me,
And i shall wake up, and change for the better.

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For the record, i do not take any illegal drugs.